Megan

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 05:06:06 GMT

I GOT A NEW LIVEJOURNAL.
LAST ONE I PROMMMMISE.
_SIMPLYMEGAN
ADD ME.
I KNOW SOME OF YOU MISS ME SO...
I DECIDED IM GONNA START USING LJ AGAIN.
SOOOO ADD ME.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 03:39:47 GMT

i havent updated in a long time.
oops.
oh well.
youll get over it.
i hate livejournal.
myspace is better.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 05:28:36 GMT

I FOUND A KITTY!
and mom said I can keep it!
YAY!

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 05:09:57 GMT

me and rachel got saved yesterday.
I'm pround of her.
I'm proud of me.
ANDANDAND...
I'm proud of shannon cause she helped us thru SOOOO much the past few days.
She's the BEST!

HANNNAH COMES HOME TOMMORROW!!!
...but I doubt ill get to see her this weekend.
Probably not till monday.
:(
When I told her me and rachel got saved (we were on the phone) she started FREAKING OUT!
She was squeaking and squealing and going crazy.
I made me happy.
tehehe.
anyway.
im done.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 05:01:42 GMT

WTFREAK!
YOU PEOPLE NEVER FREAKIN COMMMMENT!
GAH!
NOT COOOOOOOOOL!
YOU SOOOO SHOULD COMMENT.

oh.
I wanna send somebody else something in the mail.
sooo...
leave your comments and i'll send you something.
but dont leave your address on here...
cause some crazy stalked might read it...

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 07:38:46 GMT

I got a new livejournal.
I havent decided if im actually gonna use it or not yet cause this one looks RAD LIKE UHHH and my other one's just... boring.
But add it anyway.

onejadedknife

UHHHH.

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 08:17:08 GMT

Do you weep Britney Spears?
Do you weep?
Nope.
She doesnt.
She's probably had some kinda surgery to remove her tear ducts so she doesnt cry and run her mascara.
Actually.
she probably does weep cause she's been married like 78 kajilllion times and i'd cry if I'd been married that many times and they all only last like 4 seconds.

It's like 3:01 and i'm on the phone with kyle.
but he fell asleep so i'm waiting for him to wake up.
I wonder if he's gonna wake up?
He sounds sooooo sexy when he sleeps so i'm not gonna push a button and wake him up YET.

Today was boring.
Went to work.
Sat around.
Filed ALOTTT!
Answered ALOT of phones(same phone...different calls).
Hannah called and wanted to hang out.
so she came and got me and we went to Taco Bell.
Then we saw Adam in his car and he told us PMD was havin a little show/practice at drews house.
So we followed him to drews.
But we just drove by.
Then we went and sat in the Caldwell parking lot and ate taco bell.
Then we DROVE BY again.
And then we finally stopped and we talked to rachel and shannon.
Then we went down stairs to where they were practicing...
And blah blah blah.
They were RAD.
I gave WAYYYY to many details there.
Hannah left.
So rachel drove me home.

Then adam called and asked some junk.
Then a buncha other pointless junk happened.
and some more.
and some more.
and some more.
and some more.

For All These Hearts is having a show tommorrow at drews and I havent quite decided if I wanna go or not.
Maria and Charity are gonna be there and that makes me wanna go cause i havent seen em since the co-op show.
Well...
I saw maria tuesday at BV with jake and kyle and tori(?) and adam and me and hannah just HAPPENED to show up there where they were too.
But I didnt see her for long.
so yeah.

Becca said me and her and matt and kyle should hang out this weekend sometime but im not soooo sure about that cause she hasnt called and junk.
but maybe.
anyway...
im STILLL waiting for kyle to wake up cause I REALLLLLLLLLLLY wanna talk to him now and I just thought of something to talk about so he needs to wake up but i dont wanna wake him so i wont.
anyway, this is boring me now.

This we originally only gonna say the thing about Britney Spears but I kept thinknig stuff to type so I did.

done.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 03:09:33 GMT

i wanna mail somebody a letter.
anybody want a letter?

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 05:08:26 GMT

tonight was rad/hawt!
Hannahb picked me up at like 2ish today and we went to walmart and got a camera for her and held hands and make the people stare. Then we went and hung out at jakes with kyle, jon, adam, trav, jake and matt f., then we (kinda) helped load the drums into hannahs explorer. so then me jon and hannah left in her car (everybody else was with adam or matt f.) and went and got little nick.
We got to the show and unloaded the drums and shit. Then when everybody showed up me and hannah left 3 times (once with derik ferit) to go get change and mcdonalds.
So of course there had to be a fight tonite.
Brent and noel.
And there was it was the best fuckin fight ive ever seen...but i dont like the way brent handled it so i'm wayyy glad noel's ok and all that even he looked pretty fucked up.
But anyway, who gives a freak about that fight.. noel got his ass kicked and he admited it so yeah.
PMD did good tonite even tho kyle says they didnt.
And it sucks that he thinks they didnt cause it scared the SHIZZZ out of me.
But that's not important it's alll cool now.
Anyway, so some other AWESOMMMME shiz happened after that but i wont go into details. :) anyway, all the bands did a freakin good job tonite... I only heard PTDOWC and I saw some RSJ.
PTDOWC SOUNDED awesome.
And RSJ was prettty DAMN AWESOME!
Then I left and it sucked leavin cause i cried on the way home.
anyway, then i came home and me and hannahb had a funnny/wierd/GREAT little(big) conversation.
hehe.
anyway, now im sitting here and about to go HOME!
done.
-megan.

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:27:36 GMT

geeez.
im bustin my ass to get to go to this show tonite.
mom was all...ok if you wanna go to the show these are the things you ARE GONNA DO:
-you ARE gonna clean house this weekend.
-you ARE gonna call Ms. Mcnutt and find out why the hell she didnt turn your book into the office and why you cant get your report card.
-you ARE gonna study ALOT this weekend for your permit test.
-you ARE gonna get your permit next week.
-you ARE gonna call and your orthodontist and reschedule your appt.
-you ARE gonna set up a savings account with Redstone.
-you ARE gonna put AT LEAST $20 into that savings account EVERY week that you work.
-you ARE gonna ride with hannah to the show.
-you ARE gonna ride back with hannah from the show.(but that's not gonna work cause hannah cant bring me back so dads picking me up)
-(so when she found that) you ARE gonna leave the show at 10.

there's more but i forgot em.
its driving me freakin insannne!
but as long as i get to go idc.
its 12:14 and the day is going by sooooo slow.
hannahb is pickin me up at like 2 or something then we're going to jakes to get jon and then we're going to walmart to get a camera and then we're going to the show cause jon has to be there way mega early to set up and shiz. I'm way excited about this freakin show.

Anyway, i finally got my digital camera.
I took like 50 million pictures of pointless junk like..coke machines and power lines and arby's bags and phones and shit just for the hell of it and i went to upload em all and it doesnt work..idk y but everytime i plug my camera to the computer it says some shiz about unknown hardware...its gay.
But yeah.
I think im done with this im just wayyy bored and tryin to find something to do so yeah.

Is everything just chance or are somethings meant to be...

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 05:02:59 GMT

I dont know what to type.
I had this whollllle big huge entry thing planned out and then i forgot the whollllle thing.
DAMN.
woooh!!!!!
I get to hang out with kyle tommorrow....im freakin excited about it!
oh I talked to adam tonite and we're cool now so thats good and all that.
I stilll dont have a ride to the show wednesday i asked mom about riding with hannah and she was all like...no. But then tonite she said she didnt care what I did anymore.
oh gahhh...
she pissed me off x473872895723859 last night.
we were talking and then it got into this big huge argument about stupid shit and then her friend leah called and she was just like.."get out im talking to leah"...right in the middle of our conversation...
gawd i hate when she does that shit to me....she blows me off allll the time.
i swear when i have kids im not gonna be such a bitch to em.
im gonna actually listen to what they have to say and consider what they say.
OH and if i have a girl...im gonna actually TRY and get to know/like the guy she realllllly fucking likes/loves.
but yeah....my kids gonna have a fucking AWESOME childhood.
Oh...i have 5 CDS now!!
wooooh.
well i have like 78347289 but only 5 of em are actually worth listening to.
I got the old TBS (tell all your friends) tonite.
Its way better than the new one.
there's still like 50 infinity cds that i wanna get but im working on that.
kinda.
mike stillll hasnt given me the(old)HMW .
I gave him a cd to burn it for me like 2 months ago but he never brought it to me.
anyway, this is boring x57437849392 so im done now.

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:03:04 GMT

wow.
there's a butt load to type and i probably shouldnt be typing this right now cause i'm at work and im supposed to be...working? But there's nothing to do so i guess ill type.
I'm leaving for jacksonville tonite with heather.
everybody else is gonna drive down tommorrow for the party.
it should be way fun.
I got anna the coolest/lamest/stupidest present ever!
everybody's gonna think im all serious about what i got her but i just got it so she could make fun of it... cause i know she likes makin fun of things.
i'd make fun of it.
but yeah... we should have fun.
i reallly wanna go to the 256 get together but its ok that im not cause becca cancelled it cause of the people that bitched.
Me and dad went to #1 yesterday wand i didnt want chinese so i went and got mcdonalds first and ate it at #1 and this wierd dude tried to offer me free ice cream...AND they charged us extra cause i ate my mcdonalds there.
but thats ok...i didnt see any rats or cockroaches like i woulda at China King! so thats gooood!
anyway, I've recently started talking to alot of people that i havent talked to in a lonnng time and i thought they hated me...actually they probably still do hate me but they're just being nice and not saying anything mean and all that.
but anyway, so i guess i didnt have alot to type.
im done.

thats a lovely color...it goes with your eyes!

Tue, 31 May 2005 22:16:41 GMT

its been like a long time since i updated.
nothing special happenin here.
im going to the movies and out to eat with jon hannah and kyle tonite! FFUUNN!
june 3 or 4th me and heather and kyle and adam and chase are alll going to jville for anna's party! WOOT!
i cant wait for that. its gonna be KILLLER!
idk...i think anna and chase might hook up. that'd be WAY hawt! Cause chase is way cool and anna is way coooler so it's be times infinity coool!
yeah.
anyway.
hannah's gonna be here soon so i gotta go!

Thu, 26 May 2005 04:48:24 GMT

I'll HOPEFULLY be going to the show tommorrow night at goosepond.
PAINTING MY DISASTER.
SOULRUST.
FOR ALL THESE ~~FARTS~~ HEARTS.
and some other bands i dont know much about.
it should be wayyy awesome....wait its gonna be way awesome cause kyle's gonna be there!
DUHH!
Today was lame i had to sit in the office for 30 effin minutes waiting on...nothing.
but only because i didnt have my lit. book and Mrs. BIGnutts wouldnt let me take the final thing until i had my book.
pfft.

anyway.
pretty lame day.
i'm tired.
done.

Tue, 24 May 2005 22:44:30 GMT

(continued from last entry...)
actually.
you know that "friend" i have that screwed everything upp?
I have something right now on him/her that could screw there life up!
..But im a better friend than that...
but if they screw it up for me again...
they'll regret EVER becoming my friend.

Tue, 24 May 2005 04:03:00 GMT

I sooo sick of everyone's SHIAT!
Me and becca planned a 256 get together because maria's coming home and we decided to do something for her cause she cant ever come to one of the get togethers because she's never here.
well, we invite all these people and next thing i know people start bitching at me about.."I dont like #1 china buffet, change it to China King they dont care what we do there!"...and "that's not a good time for me...change it to this time!"
Maybe if you guys werent such immature pricks last time we went to china king we'd have it there...but wtf? you were throwing foood alllll over the damn place and taking soy sauce things into the bathroom with you....that's gayy!
And...i dont care if its a "Convenient" time for you! we didnt do this thing for you! we did it for maria...and its convenient for me, maria, and becca...so that's allll that matters!
If you wanna be dick heads and go eat at china king that day...well fuck you!
I dont give a shit!
We can have just as much fun without your immature asss! And we willl!
so dont bitch at me because of your problems...if you wanna have it at china king then you can plan your own damn get together! but this one's me and becca and maria's NOT YOURS!

but anyway, wooweee!
kyle scared the SHIT out of me tonite!
i was talking to becca and we were talking about how shitty it would be if matt and kyle switched girlfriends and something about I could NEVER make out with matt and she could NEVER make out with kyle...
well, kyle asked me what me and becca were talking about and i was like..
how i could never make out with matt and she could NEVER make out with kyle(that's exactly how i typed it too)...
well, he starts going on about i didnt capitalize the never abotu me and matt...and he was like..."Fine whatever...i gotta go bye!" and then he logged off. I was soooooo close to crying, i could feel the tears and all that.
then he logged back on and said he was just kidding.
and i was all.."whew!"
but its ok.....i still love him!

tommorrows memory day and i have to stay at school after it even tho everybody's leaving. There's only gonna be like 10 kiddies in all my classes.
GAH i hate being grounded!
and I REALLLLLLLLLLY hate "friends" who dont know how to keep a secret... needless to say if this "friend" of mine wants me to keep any secrets for her/him that's NOT gonna happen....and i cant WAIT for the day that he/she messes up...his/her ass is mine then! And the best part of this story is I know exactly WHY he/she did all that...
But anyway, only like 3 more days of school left till summer!
hopefully ill get to see becca this weekend cause she's supposed to be coming to the 9 oclock movie friday night!

Heather's alll pissed at me now because im not gonna go to anna's party (unless its the weekend after june 4th)....i helped plan this 256 thing that weekend BEFORE i knew about her "party." and im not gonna ditch everybody that i already TOLD i'd be there...for somebody i haven't even talked to about all this party junk.
Oh well, she can be mad at me i dont care!

ok...i'm done now!

Wed, 18 May 2005 04:45:02 GMT

So i was coloring ashley another pretty picture that has her prince charming on it and i realized all my crayon's are like 4 cm's long...so i gotta save my money cause...

MEGAN NEEDS NEW CRAYONS!

But it sucks cause i also have to resave my money so I can buy a digital camera...mom already has one its just doesnt have to cords to it cause we cant find em...so i cant put my pictures on the computer.
So...i've decided...I NEED TO GET A JOB!!
Nothing big just something to get me a little bit of money.
But oh well.
Anyway, moving on.
I've had some REALLLLLLLY wierd dreams lately...i've been waking up crying alot!
A few weeks ago i had one about my becca.
She DIED! it was saddd! I woke up crying!
then i had one about straightening my hair and burning it alll off?!
I had one about me and kyle breaking up...i woke up crying hard.
I had one about sebastian on the little mermaid.
they were alll reallllly wierd.
so yeah.
im reallllly tired!
I cant even type so ill be done 4 now!

Tue, 17 May 2005 03:53:37 GMT

the past few days have been....yeah.
ill start with friday.
Friday: I went to school then had to wear a DRESS to the band banquet...it was HELL! so i went to that then went home. And went to bed.
Saturday: I woke up, watched meet the barkers, took a shower and then went to meet kyle and jacob and matt at railroad so from there we went to bridgeport bowling alley and met adam and travis and heather hagan there and some old woman asked travis if he wanted some quall eggs. hum? anyway, then becca showed up and matt rode the rest of the way to chattanooga with her. So we finally got to chattanooga and stood in line at for like 20 minutes to get inside then got inside and after that black man violated me with that metal detector we went in. heather's mom was up our butt the whole time and it bothered me but whatever she toldmy mom i behaved so i guess it was cool. So then me and heather a and kyle and travis and adam and jake decided to go get food at Panera it was soooo nasty. then we went back and watched caldwell, they kick ASSSS! then some more shit happened and then A5A played...grejkgjfgnkgbvnmkdoghghiergnn.....they were fucking AWESOME! It sucks tho cause heather and kristy had to leave early and they didnt get to see A5A. So yeah...A5A was...fdjmpdfhaahahaafuckingsawesomegjfkg.
So then we went to the parking lot to get our shit outta adams car and then we left. jacob saw some dogs on the way home and he was like those dogs ran away from home cause they have collars...<10 minutes later> i hope those dogs dont get ran over.
Sunday: HELLL! I'm grounded...dont know EXACTLY why or how long...I just am. I cant see kyle except in school, no cell phone, i can only talk on the home phone, no computer(except at dads), and until i straighten up my additude im grounded...im moms words that means...until you clean better your grounded. anyway, so yeah.
Today was a normal day..except my eyes hurt REALLLLLLLLY bad from crying last night. i called heather last night...we're ALLLLL cool now!
im done now and im going to bed!

Sat, 07 May 2005 21:35:47 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAFER!!!!!!

<3 mykee

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 03:50:27 GMT

so tommorrow and every other day its me and only me (and maybe kyle) in my only little world...i'm not talking to or about anybody ANYMORE...If ANYBODY tries to talk to me i'm just gonna look at em funny and walk away....sorry if you think i'm being mean i'm not...i just dont wanna say anything cause If i do somehow some shit's gonna get started like it ALWAYS does...i cant open my fucking mouth without somebody thinking i'm talking about someone else and then shit gets started.
I appologized to kristy and told her its ok if she hates me forever because I was a bitch...and guess what...everybody can just blame all this on me so there's no more shit started! so if you just ABSOLUTELY HAVE to blame someone for it...let's blame megan because i dont want ANYMORE of this kindergarten bullshit started.
If i've done something to bother you lately...then i'm sorry...whatever it was.
But anyway, nobody but kyle(and kristy cause I gotta finish appologizing BIGBIGBIGBIGBIG!) can talk to me tommorrow at school cause i know he can keep his mouth shut and nobody else can. But anyway, ohgawd! tonite me and stephanie went to arby's after church and that stupid cheerleader with red hair works there and she was like can i take your order...and i was in the backseat and i was yelling really loud...and i was like yo...i want 2 LARGE fries and she was like sorry i cant hear you over your car...so i was louder and i was like c..a...n...y...o...u...h...e...a...r...m...e...n...o...w?
She was like...uhh, yeah. so i was like ok...so woman, i want 2 large fries...the curly kind....and a large MD and a large pepsi so she read it back and was like 2 large fries and 2 large pepsis...i was a SMART ASS and was like NO YOUR WRONG!!! LARGE PEPSI,LARGE MOUNTAIN DEW...GET IT RIGHT!
hahahaha it was sooooo funny!
but anyway, i'm done.

yeah....this is soooooo lame.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 00:21:30 GMT

I love the way you hold my hand.
I love the way you kiss my face.
I love the cheesy poems you write about me.
I love the way you stay awake with me on the phone untill 3 am and listen to me talk about my toes.
I love the way you stay with me at shows when really what you wanna do is dance.
I love the way you talk to me during movies.
I love the way you tell me you love me in the middle of sentences.
I love the way you notice when I dont feel good.
I love the way you make everything ok.
I love the way you make me feel better after i've argued with my mom.
I love the way you tell me stories about when you were younger.
I love the way you dont care what people think about us.
I love when you fall asleep on the phone because you sound so sexy when you sleep.
I love the way you talk about us being together forever.
I love the way I can talk to you about anything and you wont think im stupid.
I love the way every song I hear reminds me of you.
I love the way your the only thing I can ever think about.
I love the way you make fun of my belt always being backwards.
I love that way that everything I hear your name it makes me smile.
I love the way people think we wont last long because we act like we're arguing.
I love that i've tried so many time to write something about you but it never works because words can't describe how I feel about you.
I love that you dont think those goals are lame.

So im totalllllly not done with it....

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 07:28:44 GMT

past few days have been awesome!
friday me and heather went to hang out with adam, kyle, shannon jake and rachel at kyles house.
We watched freddy got fingered and gothika, my dad talked to his mom for like an hour before we left but thats TOTALLLLY ok.
saturday i had to go solo and ensemble.
that part SUCKED.
I got a 1 on my solo and 2 on my duet....but only cause i suck hard at flute.
i came home from that and went and saw emityville horror AGAIN with kyle jacob and mike.
and then went to dads to sit.
its like 2 27 right now so i wanna hurry up and go to bed before 3 15 just cause im a loser and stuff.
im done.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 02:51:02 GMT

This is one of my VERY BEST FRIENDS EVER!!!! MARIA!

SEXY PICTURES!

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 04:57:22 GMT

Adam and Heather...adam's party at jacobs...

Kyle ♥ looks like a hard ass and jacob looks like a 4 year old...

Michael and Ash=sexy!

MY WIFEY! ♥

Heather...falling from the sky.

KYLE ♥

Smiles are freeeee today....

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 18:37:25 GMT

So I know I haven't updated in like 50 million years so I decided I would.
I guess Ill start with friday..
School went by FREAKIN SLOW cause afer school me and kyle and jacob went to railroad bazaar and dad and val came to pick us up and we stayed at railroad and talked to adam for like an hour then we left Chattanooga to the skatepark.... I dont reallllly wanna get all into details or anything but it was AWESOME! I was with kyle the WHOLE night it was definately fun! Well after the show everybody went to huddle house and ate. then we took kyle and jacob to kyle's house and me and val and dad went to walmart and this dude came up to us when we were getting chips and was all....how old are you guys...and we lied and then he asked our names and we were smart asses and told him like sally or something...he just walked off. So then we took val home.....but that night was AWESOME cause I got to see BECCA for the first time in like infinity!

Saturday....I just sat around and did nothing.
Sunday... Me and kyle went to the movies and saw The Pacifier it was an ok movie.
Monday....I came to work with dad cause I had an eye doctors appointment at
330. that was the worst thing ever guess what...MEGAN HAS TO GET GLASSES!. I got there and the guy put these drops in my eye and they dilated my eyeballs do i couldnt see for a long time.. well he did all these tests on my eyes and he said that i had astigmatism(or something like that) in my right eye and near sightedness in my left. So then I went to this room with all these glasses on the wall and I tried on about 57394728 different pairs till I found some. I THINK they're black but I couldnt tell cause my eyes were dilated. but I guess I looked OK in em. The dude said I didnt have to wear em all the time only when I need em so I'll only wear em in band and history when we do the notes from the board...and maybe english....but you people probably wont be seeing em on me much so dont get all excited. Anyway, after that we went home and ate something then I came back to town with dad and went to walmart to hang out with kyle. we walked around walmart and walked to goodys and railroad bazaar. Then we went BACK to walmart and found chase and nevin in the magazine section looking at some swimsuit edition of something. so we all walked to arbys and hung out their. then me and kyle walked back to walmart and found adam in the parking lot so we talked to him for a while then my dad came and i went back to dads and blah blah blah.

Today........ I woke up and took a shower and did laundry and came with dad.
Tonite I think i'm going to the fair with kyle....becca's supposed to be there so I'll get to see her yay!!! I went to hardees a few minutes ago and we went thru the drive thru and the guy at the window was all....oh and by the way guys...SMILES ARE FREEEE TODAY! I wanted to say something back but i didnt wanna be mean since he was all nice and junk.
Anyway, I'm done with this now!